You see, when I was your age, I wouldn't have dared admit that I longed to be a writer. For a girl like me from a small (very small) town, it seemed like too big a dream. I thought that to be a writer, you had to be a genius—like Charlotte Brontë. Or failing that, you had to be sophisticated, glamorous, and miraculously intelligent. Anything but me.
What I was really telling myself was that I didn’t have the confidence to try. So I admire you guys with the guts to submit your work to this competition. You’ve made the first step!
Where did I eventually find the confidence to dig out my hidden scraps of stories and let them grow? When I realized I had to get on with it now, and not just dream about it. When I had the support of my fantastic husband. When I knew I had life experience that I wanted to write about. When I allowed myself to think of writing as fun, not some impossible goal. And then I wrote The Actual Real Reality of Jennifer James, in which the heroine finds her own inner confidence by surviving a series of comical mishaps on a reality TV show.…
Have you got the confidence to say, "I’m going to be a published writer?" If not, where are you going to find it? Are the people around you building your confidence up, or bringing it down?
Gillian Shields
Author of The Actual Real Reality of Jennifer James
